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My heart was a bit troubled yesterday. Mostly to do with life and the big picture of things (what program to stick with? Future etc...) but it was all triggered by the little things....namely the details for Panama project.
I had written down 'International Teams Finance Conference Call - 11:30am PDT' so at 11:30 I phoned in...only to find out that my call had been at 10am, the 11:30am call was for National team members....I guess in that moment I felt a bit of inadequacy (Read: A lot of inadequacy) as director of Panama Project...and then also in life in general. I tried to get back to work but my heart was troubled....so I grabbed my Bible, headed to the ocean and spent a bit of time in prayer and was led to John 14.
Let not your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in Me. - John 14:!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh relief.
That really answered lots of my 'bigger picture' questions...namely: What of my life? Well I just need to trust God, He's been so faithful so far, I need to trust that He will be to the end.
As I got busy about Panama work again today I still had a few lingering questions about my ability to lead the project (Note: I think this is a good thing to know that I can't lead on my own...but God will through me) Out of the blue Melanie, my co-director sends me an e-mail:
"Steve, thank you so much for taking care of that (budget issue)! You have no idea how great of a leader you are."
I think that was God reassuring me He is with me....
So only 17 more days to go...I can't wait!
Steve
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